We white women don't like white men. Do you have any issue with that?

Oh shut up you stupid bitch! You're probably not even white but you're saying that you're a white woman that doesn't like white men? Oh shut the fuck up you stupid whore. You stupid boyfriend stealing White whore. Where is all my gorgeous boyfriends? That you fucking stole! And fucking seduced behind my back? Ruined all my fucking relationships because of you fucking white bitches! Literally I think like the single most fucked up thing that ruined literally almost all of my relationships with white guys? Was a fucking white woman! If she was not fucking seducing my boyfriend at work, she was trying to seduce my boyfriends through his telephone. And if she was not seducing my boyfriend's through his text messages or through websites, she was doing it through facebook. You know I think for a long time, I thought maybe I had resentment towards let's say family or friends or even my boyfriend or something like that? But now I know where that resentment probably partially goes to. I don't think that like white women take the entire resentment but, I think the fact that because it's happened more than once? I think that it was a problem. I think that is the problem right there. I think that after the first time I thought it was my fault so I let it go kind of. The second time it happened I was angry and then the third time it happened I was really pissed but there was no choice. Like I didn't know what to do I didn't know like it was I felt like it was too late. So I think because of the fact that I felt like I had no choice and I had to pretty much just keep all anger inside of me? I think it probably like grew into some kind of resentment? That I ended up either unfairly taking out on people that didn't deserve any kind of resentment or it only exacerbated and enlarged the resentment that I had for some other things. So like because of the fact that like I'm not sure why but I think it's because White women, they try really hard to make it seem like it's not their fault. Like it wasn't their fault. And they're basically I feel like they're basically playing this like victim role? And so I think that's why because of the fact that they're like they're all over America and they're all over like the media and you know my boyfriend's family they had white women in there. And so it just felt like okay well maybe I need to hold the resentment against someone else or something. Like but I think deep inside it somehow confused me? Because I know that they were being either being seduced or cheating on me with white women. Or tempted by white women and you know aside from all of the jealousy accusations? There was a lot of fighting going on. Like in some of my relationships the fighting was so intense sometimes where we had to like split up and go and not see each other for days and shit like that. And and then obviously that just made it worse. And it just seems like like irreparable I don't know like I didn't know of any way to like deal with it because white women are like everywhere sometimes. And so it's like I felt like because of their presence and the number in their community, I felt like like well it's just me basically versus them. It's like I don't know maybe that's why I just felt like I didn't resent them but I feel like, because of the fact that I really liked these guys? There was probably some effect that happened to where like my brain got a little bit confused like it like it was really really mad obviously because I really like the relationships that I was in some of them. And we were both like pretty doing well and then you know came the really fucked up later part. But I don't think my brain knew that it was actually starting to resent white women a lot? And so I think I like held on to it because obviously I mean it would make sense that the resentment would go towards white women because they were some of the points of our arguments. Or they were the reasons why the relationships stopped. And so like you know that's like a pretty big event that's happening in somebody's life. You know when not only the relationship begins but when the relationship ends and also not just when it ends but when the relationship starts to really really go badly and there's a lot of fighting. And so it's like a big event you know even though we don't think it is. But it's like one of those big events where you know you categorize a big event like a natural disaster or something you categorize a big event like a divorce. You categorize a big event like purchasing a car. You categorize a big event like winning the lottery or something you know what I mean? Those kinds of big events whether good or bad, they usually have some kind of like everlasting effect or like something you know what I mean? That you remember about it and it affects your life in some way is why it's called a big event. So likeso for longest time I feel like there's been a conspiracy going on where they're making it seem like only white women deserve attention or only white women deserve to be with a white man or like you know white women are making it seem like I'm made to be for an Asian guy. Or some Asian guy might even tell me that I was made for an Asian guy. I wasn't made for an Asian guy. I wasn't made for who you think that I was made for. I was made for who I was made for. So regardless of whether you are Asian or whether you're black or whatever? You're not going to tell me if I was made for an Asian guy or made for a black guy or made for a white guy or whatever the fuck. You're not going to tell me anything like that. Because even though I'm asian? I was not made for an Asian guy. And I don't appreciate anybody telling me in that way either. Because that also like makes me feel like that's one big reason why? I don't date Asian guys. Not because I think they're fucking repulsive but because, I just don't have to! I don't have to do I don't have to date anybody that anybody else wants me to date. I just want to get that fact straight. I think like I would have a giant problem in one of those countries where they do like forced marriages? Where they do one of those like arranged marriage things. Oh my God I'd be so upset. No I was not made for an Asian guy. Okay? But there are going to be people who are going to convince me that I was made for an Asian guy. No you're not going to convince me of that because who the fuck do you think you are? I'm not going to go out with an Asian guy just because I'm asian. Because that right there is something that a white woman would try to tell me probably. That is exactly what a white woman wants is for me to go and date an Asian guy while she comfortably is in a relationship with my ex-boyfriend. So basically this is basically what's happening. So I got my gorgeous gorgeous caucasian boyfriend stolen. And then now I'm being told that I'm either made for an Asian guy or to go and date an ugly guy. So let's review what I just said. Let's like simplify. So get my hot boyfriend's stolen and then be forced and pressured to date somebody I don't want to date. How does that sound to you? That sounds like some dick head ass is after me. That sounds like some dick head ass is trying to make my life even more fucking miserable. Basically stealing and seducing or the other way around. Seducing and stealing my gorgeous boyfriends and then telling me that I'm either made for an Asian guy or made for a black guy or to go date somebody really ugly. So guess what I'm going to do? I'm not going to do any of those. That's what I'm going to do. Because after careful careful review, I've decided that basically what's happening to me is that I'm getting my gorgeous boyfriend's seduced and stolen and then being pressured and or forced that I don't want to date or being told that I was made for somebody that I wasn't. Or being told to date somebody weird and who's bad with women. So that's not going to happen. Especially after careful analysis. I'm not going to be those girls one of those girls where she got her hot boyfriend stolen and then she ended up getting remarried or back into a relationship with some like butt ass ugly guy that she didn't want to be with. I can name a few examples but I'm not going to. And I'm also going to say that there was also a story in mythology in Greek mythology where Aphrodite was trying to make her nemesis go out with a really ugly guy because she was jealous of her. So in case that's trying to happen to me, and I'm not saying that all ugly guys don't deserve any kind of love? But right now I'm in a different kind of battle. I'm in a different kind of battle and so I'm going to have to reject all of them if they are ugly. Not because I'm trying to be a bitch but because right now I'm in a different kind of battle and you wouldn't understand. Or you might after my comment but you really truly wouldn't understand my battle right now because this is my battle. So you're not really going to absolutely understand it 100%. But, I'm not going to go out with an Asian guy dick head ass. And also dick head ass I'm not going to go out with an ugly guy. And also dick head ass I'm not going to go out with a black guy or a Mexican guy. And also dick head ass I'm not going to remain single for the rest of my life. So nice try dick head ass Because I'm not going to give you what you want. And I might have already in some aspects because I did get my boyfriend stolen. I mean you know it's unfortunate that you know once it was like forgivable too it was really confusing a little bit pissy. Three it really pissed me off but what choice did I have? I mean how was I going to save my relationship with this guy when there's white women everywhere trying to fucking tempt him away? Or them fucking sending fucking nude photos of themselves or uploading more fucking pornography on the fucking porno sites and then blaming the fucking guy. And then they'll be like telling my boyfriends oh my gosh why did you fuck with her in the first place? You know they'll be like you shouldn't have messed with her cuz now she's always going to call you and she's always going to want to be with you again. You shouldn't have messed with her! Fucking bitch you would fucking say that you fucking boyfriend stealing white fucking whore I fucking hate you. I fucking hate those fucking bitches. You know how they fucking are? Yeah they'll say some shit like that to some of my boyfriends are like just you know some of these guys that are like white and more on like the gorgeous side? They'll be like oh my gosh why did you fuck with her then because look at her she likes you! How are you going to get her not to like you now? And fucking cause trouble like that. Stupid white bitch. I fucking hate all of them. I should have fucking hated all of them even before but I didn't! They fucking ruined all my fucking relationships! Fucking talking to my fucking boyfriends like that. Fucking answering their phones and then treating my fucking pets like shit. I don't like this one bitch that's with my fucking x right now touching my fucking cat. Why is she fucking touching my fucking cat and she's being fucking mean to it too. I fucking hate that bitch. Ugly fucking dog looking fucking bitch. Anyway so you know I just want to say you know that I'm sure there's a way for me to find happiness and you know and some of that happiness is going to come from the fact that I'm not going to do what dick head ass wants me to do. because it's the right thing to do! You know basically so what dick head ass is saying is that all of my gorgeous boyfriends are going to be tempted and stolen and then I'm going to be forced to go out with someone ugly because Aphrodite is fucking jealous of me and doesn't want me to go out with a gorgeous guy and is trying to curse me by going out with an ugly monster. Yeah that's not going to happen! Because guess what happens in psyche's story! You know what happens in psyche's story! Or? It happens that every single supposed god-like person that she comes across, feels sorry for her! They feel sorry for her and she ends up still happy as ever and not falling in love with some ugly grotesque monster that aphrodite he wanted her to be with. Even Zeus felt sorry for her. But Zeus is just some made of God that the people made up. Not the other way around. But still that's the way the story goes and let's see so I want to say what time is it oh yes time for me to go to sleep and you know hopefully I can get over this illness or whatever the fuck flu or whatever bird flu or whatever I have you know in a good amount of time so I can get back to work and get a lot of money and you know stuff like that. And let's see and oops and that's all I want to say for now.